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UGH!
I have so meny bottled up emotions that i NEED to talk to someone about but i CANT!
The one person i used to talk to about feelings is the REASON i'm having them!
It's hard watching the one you love love someone else, i never knew that fully till now.
ANYWAY! Cosplay update!
I have my shoes and shirt for my jane cosplay and the templet for the skirt. All i need now is the fabric and to get a sewing mechian to kero's mom.
Short journal is short.
I have so meny bottled up emotions that i NEED to talk to someone about but i CANT!
The one person i used to talk to about feelings is the REASON i'm having them!
It's hard watching the one you love love someone else, i never knew that fully till now.
ANYWAY! Cosplay update!
I have my shoes and shirt for my jane cosplay and the templet for the skirt. All i need now is the fabric and to get a sewing mechian to kero's mom.
Short journal is short.
FUCKFUCKFUCK!
Well fuckity fuck fuck!
Life desided to shit on me!
MY parents have been really cool about my spending the night at kero's dispite our relationship. but just resently my dad has stated how he feels about it. "I dont want you over there. I dont want you around her at all. I dont want you being gay. I cant condone what i think is happen over at her house. If you want to spend the night ask your mother because my answer will be no."
So YEAH! At least he finally told me how he feels.
BUT! now kero seems to be questioning me and my devoition to her because of a story i wrote during a despreshon driven writing spurt two months ago. And i dont k
COSPLAY!!!!!!
Alright enough depressed bullpoopie!
I have some cosplay ideas runing through my head and i want to tell yall about them and get your opion even though no one ever coments on these.
I'm already working on a Gamzee cosplay, i just need to put some spots on the pants, get a wig, and make some horns!
I'm planing a Jane Cosplay. I plan on buying some light blue fabric and asking Kero's mom to make me a skirt seeing as i cant sew, dont have a sewing meshine, and cant find a skirt the right color or length anywhere. The shirt is pretty easy, i just need some iron on templets and a white shirt.
I also plan on a Pinke Pie cosplay. Dont ask why. S
i need help
i honestly think i mihgt need pyciatric help... i just contaplated several different ways to cut myself so it would work for me with my low tolarenc for pain and seeing people often...
god... i dont knwo whats wrong with me anymore...
Summer
The one thing every kid looks forward to every year till they're out of school. It used to be teh thing i loved the most, endless amounts of time to hang with friends and gorge yourself on food if you wanted. Now, and i think every year, i find, will find, myself dreading to avail of summer.The year before last the first month of summer i got together with the worst person in my dating life so far. Last year, first month, i lost a very close friend whom i had started to grow feelings for, but turned out to be false feelings. This year, FIRST MONTH, i lost the one i love the most.... I do believe he hates me now. No.... I know he does, it's be
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